=(

i am totally and extremely upset now

i knew ...everything had happened just cant change

all i need to look forward

i know..i really know..but i just cant do it

this is no the worst i got

but i just cant stop blaming myself

what should i do now?

i am unmotivated

i am depressed

i am stressed

just continue looking forward and work hard to compensate it

and i believe that i can do it

just let myself sad for one day

and tomolo will be a good day for me

=(

Holidays end

what could i say?...time is passing so fast..until i cant breath...the holidays end...no more relaxing..nothing had done in this holiday...no assignment had done, no travel around...quite hate my laziness..haiz...nevermind i still have plenty of time for traveling...but i dun have plenty of time for my assignment. i am overwhelming now..!!!

but at least i had finished reading the new moon...dun really like this episode..all were talking about jacob and bella...but luckily..bella still wif edward..i bet no one want to see bella together wif jacob rite?no offend..for jacob' fans...i just love to see bella and edward being together..cant wait for reading the eclipse..the third episode..i am request for it..but my position is in the third..still long time to wait for..nvrmind ..i can use this time to do my assignment!!!

just finish chatting wif my parents in the skype..daddy is coming bek..!!!i miss him so much..they are packing things to post to me..touch..^^ love you all so much..muacksssssss....~~~

i am full of energy now...must finish the intro part by today...eight more past researchess...jiayou for me and good luck for me..gonna stop here..

bye ..my readers...wait for my update ya..probably i wont update these few days..hope u guys will miss me..and i will miss you all too~~

♥ 1000 days ♥

♥We have been together for 1000 days ♥

♥ 29720302491314 ♥

- Library Day -

today..i kept myself in the library for whole afternoon... end up watching youtube and branch of past researchessss..took lots of pics in library. sorry for the distraction of my phone sound..i put silence ad.but when i used it to take pics, it still sound..haiz..luckily no much people in level two of my library..lets me show the pics..

enjoy listening music when reading past researches...make the past researchess looked more interested.

raining heavily outside..the wind was strong enough...

my sch library..a view from level two..it looked magnificent rite?

my stuffs...

one part of my school..spot the river?finally there is water in the river..

going home before the night is coming. day turns dark when the clock turns to 6pm..i really dun like the nite is longer than the day..

freezing cold now and non stop raining everyday.this is spring now.really cant imagine when the winter is coming? i think i will die becoz of freezing!!!

invisible

fine..i am invisible in this house.five people including me stay in this house. two housemates are going out.leave three people including me in this house..i m invisible..i dunnoe wat is happening?they just ignore me which i totally dun like this feeling. feeling wan to cry.

asking assignment. no people can help me.nevermind.but at least u dun wan teach me the wrong things. u r genius..dunnoe u r purposely o not!!i think i should depend on myself. little v is just like the follower of g.dunnoe wat happen oso..help her carry beg when go to grocery shopping. mayb she can help her in assignment..i totally dun like this feeling...being invisible and being ignored by people.

my lovely two housemates...faster come bek...~~taking me out of this invisible world.i really miss my frens in Malaysia..i miss my family..i miss the baby...

i dun wan stay in this house..!!!!=(

My addictions ♥

ignore my little eyes.the sun is too strong enough and i cant open my eyes...

addicted to restaurant city .eventhough i dunnoe how to play.watching people walk into my restaurant and eat my food...and thumb up for me..feel good when watching them eat my food..=) am i too free?not..i am not!!!..~lots of assignment are waiting for me..but i m too tired to read the past researchessSSSSSSSSSs...

addicted to gossip girl. i wil read the gossipgirl blog everyday and every moment. running from library to computer lab to download my gossip girl becoz each place only can download 2 parts and there are four part for one episode. today i m watching my gossip girl and eating my chips..life feel good...while watching my favourite drama and eating my favourite snacks..and without homework in my mind...erm...should i support blair with nate or blair wif chuck...after watching this episode, i cant make my choice ad...so, cant wait to see the ending.hopefully is a happy ending..

addicted to twilight. finally i got my new moon, one of the twilight saga book. hopefully when i go bek to malaysia, new moon is still showing in the cinema..i want to watch it!!going to library to borrow this book..but i dun have the time to read this novel...how sad=(

anywhere...today is a good day for me. =)tomolo will be a raining day.stay at home and do my assignment. read my story book..

p/s: why my blog cant leave the comments...?setting dun have any problems..i think is my blog template problem...haiz..i love this blog template so much...but i need to change it becoz cant leave any comments...i will change my blog template after finishing my assignment..so sorry guys...just leave comment over chitchat box there ya..~

=( + =) =???

our lunch at chinatown..yummy..

took tis pics in my fren's house

watching mv in their house. more pics will be upload soon after i got the pics from my housemates.

a reward for myself.playboy' lipstick

finally, we went out today!!because we didnt go out for a whole week of holidays and we just stayed at home doing our assignment. haiz..we went to the city this afternoon. for the grocery shopping and celebrating miss.claris' birthday. we had two plans for her birthday. plan one was unsuccess but plan two was very successful. when managed to buy a cake and gave her a big surprise!!hope that she will enjoy our surprise.

i was very down. just becoz of a bitch' words. REBT should be applied to me now.disputing my irrational thinkingss. but i think my irrational thinkings will be disputed after expressing my feelings over here. the bitch said," why dont u bring your camera together wif u, u noe u r bringing the trouble to someone who is using their own camera to take pic for u.."i was thinking...ohmygod!!i m not asking or using ur camera to take pic for me!!! my fren who was using her own camera and took pic for me oso didnt say anything!!!

ookokok...cool down...for bitch...

genius is not everything.dun use ur stupid high IQ to bully me!!!dun try to challenge me!!!

anywhere...happy birthday to miss claris..~=)

=(

我迷失了

谁能帮我

一直想找个方向给自己

也许路太远

也许没有人陪伴

但是我只能往前走

一直一直走下去

一整天

关闭自己

对着电脑

对着一大堆的资料

但还没想出我所要的

为什么我不是个聪明女孩

一看就懂

一看就想到

i really need a aha moment!!!

=2 Months=

yeah...i stayed in adelaide for two months ad..happy two month anniversary, my adelaide.went to the marion shopping mall this afternoon.the structure of this mall is looked like one u! however,i need to sit about one hour bus to get there.

stranger behind us

=p

i saw this poodle toy in the pet shop. he is so cute.when i wan to take pic,he turned his face and looked at me wif the pitty eyes.soli poodle, i didnt have money.so cant be ur host. i want poodle.

i love the doll on the botol.is harujuku perfume...smell no good.but the design is very nice..

good nite my readers..wanna sleep now....tomolo continue my jouneys...

X.O.X.O =)

Spotlight

maybe the result is correct

i am the little j tat wanna become queen b

i wanna to become spotlight tat everyone can notice me

but can i?

在想

如果没出国读书的我

现在会在做么？

.o Happy Friday Day o.

sorry guys.so long only update my blog.i m not busy but i m lazy.i celebrated the happy friday wif ker khay and her housemates. the hanan chicken rice was very very good.thumbs up!finally i can play mahjong in aus ad..haha...and we played nintendo wii too!!! had a great time wif them.thanks ya =)

i m so so boring now. everyday just reply the same routine. watching mv, sleeping, eating.wat can i do other than tis? i need to finish watching my E.U. then only can start studying and doing my assignment. holidays are just like nothing.just stay in house and doing own bussiness. no one can talk wif me in the house. one housemate went for melbourne trip...others...haiz..~no same channel wif me.just wondering why they can just stay in the room...just wan to chat wif them but they feel like nothing want to chat. ms.lai is going out wif her rich cousin. but she likes nothing much to chat wif me ad.mayb i m not genius.i miss the time tat we hang out together.

CHEER
tat is one word tat i olwez say to myself when i am down
=)

Teaching Break

there is two week holidays for teaching break.in malaysia we called sem break, but over here we called teaching break. holidays let me miss my home so much.i miss mummy cook!!!i am at adelaide almost two months..thought tat i wont be homesick...haiz..i m homesick now..just using the blog to express my feelings.

i got bek all my assignment marks except the forensic psychology.i got HD in counselling, HD in presentation however i got P1 in health psychology.genius in my house also got P1.should i be grateful or sad about it?i didnt satisfied with the P1 grade.probably friends will complain on it and i will get the advantage on it too..:)

ohya..easter friday..any plan?perhaps we will go fren's house and celebrate the Good Friday. one people suggests that want to find EGGS!!!childish game:) and thanks to kerkhay.ajak me eat dinner tomolo..cant wait to eat her home-made hanan chicken rice.havent eat any chicken rice since i was here.

teaching break is not fun at all because all my assignemnt tat carry lots of marks will due after the break. how sad!cant relax during these holidayssssssss.....I WANT GO HOME!!!!!

when can i get the parcel from the baby?just wondering can i put in some romantic genetics into the baby genetics?i wan surprise...surprise...receive parcel from malaysia is very grateful and hangfuk...mum...please send me one too!:)

anywhere...happy easter day to all of you!!!i wan eggSSSSSSSSSSSS......wishes tat i can get the eggs just walking around the tree..like pet society...=)

~Happy Birthday TAN KHAI YING~

happy birthday to my honey

knew tat u have a wonderful birthday last friday

cant celebrate wif u

wishes ur dream wil come true

and happy olwez ya

miss you

=)

Pink makes my life sweet =)

-Pink makes my life sweet. I love pink colour but i dun like everything in pink.-

Sony ericson c905 and it is a limited edison cellphone.

sony ericson w 580. however no 3g in this phone!!how sad..:(

it looks like i-phone rite?hehe...it is a touch screen phone.it has the function like ipod.but it is much cheaper because it made from china. it has small size like a credit card size. i prefer to have this. wanna call my daddy buys for me..

lg ice crem phone. i like lg design but i no really like their functions.

pink sony vaio..no money to have. and i love my dell too..

yeah..nintendo ds. i prefer this than psp.

canon ixus. i wan to save money to buy this.

sony cybershot.but the pictures taken by this camera no good as well.pretty but cant use. i prefer canon camera more.

Lastly

my girl, leighton meester

she is in pink too and she is very sweet

X.O.X.O

when can i have those pink stuff?money money come..!!!:)

:(

where do you go when i need u most?

:(

turn off the lights in my room

listen to my blog' song

lots of things had happened today

and

i cant even find you!!!

eyetears drop

this time who will let me win

okay fine

i will handle it by myself

becoz

i am miss independent

now and olwezs

Is Weekend Again!!!

is weekend again...i love weekends in malaysia becuase only weekends i can hang out wif the baby...but i hate weekends in australia because weekend is boring day for me..no shop open and the bus ticket is expensive than weekdays...weekend is a silent day here...just wondering..what are the aussies doing in the house?sigh..freezing cold again!!!

oh ya...bought a dress in harbour town yesterday..and it was so cheap and i love it so much...however,this is not my style and i dun dare to wear this because i dun have such body to wear it!!!how sad!!!so this dress wil become my collection and keep inside my waldrobe.

hehe...one more thing which is making me feel so excited.yumie said a sin min party will be holding in this coming easter holidays..cant wait to join this party. wow..there are lots of sin min students study here that i just knew it yesterday.hopefully this party will come true!!!

erm...i just upload a new song.love this song so much..

hope u all will enjoy this song..:)

bye...wanna go for grocery shopping again!!!bread has half price after 4pm!!!

♥New Design♥

Finally
i finished editting my blog
a brand new design
it took me lots of time

hope ur all will enjoy reading my blogs


♥Love ya♥

-April-

Happy April Fool
nothing happened in this April fool
boring:(

yeah...i am stepping into April and stepping into autumn. the weather in autumn is really weird.sometimes very cold.and sometimes very hot. and today is very very HOT. semester break is coming soon.any ideas ,friends?where should we go?perhaps we should stay at the house and finish our four big assignments...sign...haiz...holidays are working days for us..:(

these few days..just thinking about my future.what should i do after getting my degree?degree in psychology did not have any values!!!we cannot become a psychologist because a psychologist need to have a master.many things need to figure out. maybe i should earn money 1st and study MBA by using my money..dun wan use my parents' money again!!!


wedding planner wanna be...
:)